Starrbar
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I don't keep this Carrd updated anymore, but I don't want to delete it because I'm proud of the design. ovo My new site is https://starrbar.neocities.org/.
04.17.96
THEY / THEM
Aegosexual ⋆ Bi/Panromantic
Progressive ⋆ Prismatist
Kink/ship safe
日本語を勉強しています!ヽ(・∀・)ノ
If I ever make you fanart or commission work, you are welcome to post it on your character's Toyhou.se or use it as an icon (etc.), as long as I am credited! ^u^ I would prefer you not repost it on any site that I have already posted it on, but instead share my post.
Fun Facts!
✥ I LOVE to talk about myself! Hence the ridiculous length and unnecessary information in my Carrd!
✥ I have a husband (yes, 1 whole married) named Fluffy! Expect to hear/read his name often when talking to me. :3
✥ I LOVE WORDS! Words words words, I am wordy as fuck. I once had a friend condense an over 4k word message that I wrote into a 2k word message without sacrificing any vital information. I HAVE A PROBLEM! 🤣 But for you, dear stranger, I will attempt to condense the rest of this. 🙏
✥ I'm autistic, big surprise.
✥ I hyperfixate on things, usually a fictional character or ship, for anywhere from months to years! ♥
✥ I'm agnostic in terms of stuff like the afterlife or ghosts, etc. Although I'm... kind of scared of ghosts, so I guess I just believe in those. 😅
✥ I'm a Prismatist—a member of a non-exclusionary LGBTQ-focused religion.
✥ I engage in echolalia! "I'm cute" is one of my main phrases, but the others will periodically change.
✥ I like to decorate things online. Like profiles, Carrds, character sheets, etc. It's almost like simulating productivity! 🙃
✥ I keep waking up at like 6:30 in the morning on my days off and then staying up for no reason until 2-4 hours later and then "finishing" my night's sleep.
✥ I LOVE DR. PEPPER!?!! HELLO!!!?
✥ I always sleep with a body pillow between my legs, because it's like, my legs need support dammit!
✥ I think I like windmills and... oil pumps...? No idea what that's about.
✥ I once (twice, actually) tried to draw a massive picture that incorporated every single song that Owl City had released at the time. I never finished either of them.
✥ TW, this one is really macabre/morbid?? I have this bizarre funny bone to pick with fictional characters that lose their hands. I cannot explain why, but every time I think about a character losing their hands, I start gigglng, and I can't stop making jokes about it or calling attention to it. I think it's because the first character I witnessed this from was Ethan from RE7, who just... puts it back on! And it's just, I can't, I'm dead. That's so funny to me. I promise I wouldn't laugh if a real person lost their hands. O_o
✥ Look at dog. He is Casper. He's a bull-weenie (pitbull + wiener dog).
For more, check out my Interests list!
Interests
I hate small talk! :3 It's practically exhausting in how pointless and air-headed it feels.So here are some of my interests!
GENERAL ➩
Non-fandom stuff I love!
✥ Scrolling through flags and other colorful categorizing / labeling stuff!
✥ Gore art (candy gore included)
✥ Learning Japanese!
✥ Stim gifs and cooking/cutting (like sand or food) ASMR
✥ Tiny versions of things!
✥ Mood boards
✥ Christmas / fairy lights
✥ Stars / space aesthetic
✥ Sparkly / shimmery aesthetic
✥ Pixel art / games
✥ Fanfiction / fanart
✥ Relating music lyrics to my interests and sharing my interpretations
✥ Roleplaying
✥ Media analysis
✥ Remixes / covers of songs
✥ Cute or neat animals
FAVORITES ➩
Things I could write you a novel about or that I frequently share art from!For my SHIPS, click here! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀
✥ Arcane
. . • ☆ . ° .• Silco, Jinx, Viktor, Singed (I love everyone tho)
✥ Omori
. . • ☆ . ° .• Basil is fave, Kel is second fave.
. . • ☆ . ° .• Honestly tho, just an amazing gaming experience all around. It's the only thing I won't spoil for someone even if they say I can.
✥ Deltarune / Undertale
. . • ☆ . ° .• Spamton, The Addisons, "Mike," The Spade King, Queen, Rouxls Kaard, Lancer, Chara
✥ The Witch's House + Diary of Ellen
. . • ☆ . ° .• EVERYTHING about this story. It's amazing, genuinely a masterpiece.
✥ Your Boyfriend Game
. . • ☆ . ° .• Peter I'm so sorry for blasting through so many playthroughs to see what happens x'D
✥ Hollow Knight
✥ Bittersweet Candy Bowl
✥ OneShot
✥ Night in the Woods
✥ Doki Doki Literature Club
✥ Game Grumps
✥ Centaurworld
✥ Binging With Babish
✥ Danganronpa
. . • ☆ . ° .• Only the first 2 games for now—I still need to experience the others
. . • ☆ . ° .• My favorite characters from 1 and 2 are Sakura, Hifumi, Byakuya (used to hate him until 2nd game and now I love both incarnations of him), Toko & Genocide Jill, Celeste, Gundham, and Nekomaru :3
✥ A Certain Scientific Railgun / A Certain Magical Index
. . • ☆ . ° .• Kuroko, Misaka, Accelerator, Saten, Kongou
. . • ☆ . ° .• I am very passionate about this franchise in both positive and negative ways, so just a heads up
. . • ☆ . ° .• I've only seen season 1 of Index, but all of Railgun, because the Index anime is insufferable
✥ Made in Abyss
. . • ☆ . ° .• Nanachi is legit a comfort character.
✥ Fruits Basket
. . • ☆ . ° .• Kyo, Kagura (her arc dude), Akito, Tohru
✥ My Hero Academia
. . • ☆ . ° .• Aizawa, Present Mic, Toshinori, Endeavor
✥ Portal / Portal 2
✥ The Binding of Isaac
✥ Animal Crossing: New Horizons
. . • ☆ . ° .• Tabby best girl
✥ Steven Universe
. . • ☆ . ° .• Honestly tired of SU, but I can still talk about it as long as you're not on one end of the extreme fans or extreme haters hhhhgh..
CASUAL ➩
Haven't found myself saying as much about these, but I do very much enjoy them.
✥ Law of Talos
✥ Spy x Family
✥ Resident Evil 7 & Village
. . • ☆ . ° .• Never played any of the other games, oops
. . • ☆ . ° .• Heisenberg & Lady Dimitrescu <33
✥ The Mandela Catalogue
✥ SCP & Creepypasta
✥ Hunter x Hunter
✥ Eastward
✥ iCarly
✥ The Ancient Magus Bride
✥ Chainsaw Man
✥ Higurashi: When They Cry
✥ Midnight Mass
✥ His and Her Circumstances
✥ Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
✥ Ranking of Kings
✥ Avatar: The Last Airbender
✥ Breath of the Wild
✥ Stranger Things
✥ Dragonquest Builders 2
✥ Among Us
✥ Turning Red
✥ Gordon Ramsay
✥ Adum / Your Movie Sucks
✥ Schaffrillas Productions
✥ I Hate Everything
✥ Wandavision
✥ The Onceler
. . • ☆ . ° .• Not active in the fandom anymore, but I'll always look back fondly at how I loved him and the Normaler ship ovo
✥ Homestuck
. . • ☆ . ° .• I've read up to like, some time after Act 6 switched to the trolls minigame where you walk around as Meenah
✥ World of Goo
✥ Digimon Tamers
. . • ☆ . ° .• Makuramon is my favorite Digimon
✥ JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
. . • ☆ . ° .• Stardust Crusaders and Golden Wind are my favorite parts, but honestly I need to refresh myself on all of it if I'm ever gonna discuss it with people. All I know is Polnareff is best boi. I also love Narancia.
Before You Follow
✥ "Starrbar" accounts are SFW or mixed when effective filters are available. Also sometimes gore.
✥ "Trapped but not Really" accounts are NSFW and dead dove.
┈┈┈┈▫ There IS a little bit of scattered NSFW buried under all my posts from back before I made my AD accounts, so be wary if you scroll that far.
✥ I am liable to post about ALL THE STUFF I LIKE! I will try to give warnings and barriers when appropriate.
✥ I will go on big sharing binges sometimes, where I'll suddenly just share 20+ posts of the same subject/character because I tend to just type something in and scroll for awhile.
✥ I tag fandoms, characters, and major themes. I try to always tag potentially uncomfortable/triggering material. If I'm aware of a more specific tag that will help me avoid dumping sensitive material into general spaces, I will use that instead. (For example, "deltaruined" instead of "deltarune".)
✥ I try to tag spoilers of newly-released content (or Omori tbh). I'm sorry if I ever directly spoil something for you.
✥ If I don't know the franchise/characters and just enjoy the art, I'll share without tags because I don't know what to tag.
✥ I post about discourse / politics when it's relevant.
✥ I am extremely passionate about fandom discourse, so don't be surprised if you see me sharing stuff talking about "antis" and the general puritan direction fandom has been going in.
┈┈┈┈▫ I keep wanting to say I'm "above" that, but it's no longer mere "petty drama" when people are getting doxxed and threatened, so if people maybe stop doing that, then I'll stop caring about it.
I encourage you to curate your experience based on these warnings. 💛
I hope to one day produce something complete for the world to see, whether that's an original story or a comic or even a fan project. For now, I haven't finished anything yet, but I do have a couple of ongoing projects you can check out:❃ Purgatory: A Deltarune Snowgrave Story (seems to be on hiatus because I'm working on my game)
❃ Reimagine: A My Hero Academia x A Certain Scientific Railgun Crossover AU (kind of... maybe on hiatus)I am also working on developing a pixel RPG that is yet to be named! You can follow updates on Tumblr, Instagram, or in the Discord server.
Less active:
Shipping Wall
I have a lot of ships, and I also love the emoji combo thing for shipping, so I tried to think of emojis that fit each character as best I could! x3Note: The order of emojis/names has no meaning.
注:絵文字や名前の順番に意味はありません。Don't take this too seriously. It's just for fun, and I like different ships for different reasons.Also please be aware that some of these ships contain potentially uncomfortable themes! I do not endorse any of said themes in real life. Obviously.
DELTARUNE / UNDERTALE
✥ Mibitzer ══ Mike + my OC Kibitzer 📺🔶
✥ Kibton ══ Spamton + Kibitzer 📞🔶
✥ Kingkaard ══ The Spade King + Rouxls Kaard 👑🪱
✥ Spamtis ══ Spamton + Kris 📞🍎
✥ Spanoe ══ Spamton + Noelle 📞🦌
✥ Spamton + Mike 📞📺
✥ Poly Addisons 🔵🟠🟡🟣
✥ Spamton + Gaster 📞👋
✥ Suselle ══ Susie + Noelle 🦖🦌
✥ Krusie ══ Kris + Susie 🍎🦖
✥ Kriselle ══ Kris + Noelle 🍎🦖🦌
✥ Krusielle ══ Kris +Susie + Noelle 🍎🦌
✥ Charisk ══ Chara + Frisk 😑🔪
✥ Soriel ══ Sans + Toriel 💀🐐
ARCANE
✥ Jilco ══ Jinx + Silco 💣🦈
┈┈┈┈▫ Prefer family, but open to other dynamics/headcanons
✥ Jayvik ══ Jayce + Viktor 💡🧬
✥ Singerdinger ══ Singed + Heimerdinger 🧪🐹
✥ Caitvi ══ Caitlyn + Vi 🧁👊
✥ Silco + Singed?? 🦈🧪 sounds interesting tbh
BITTERSWEET CANDY BOWL
✥ Mike + Lucy 🧣🎀
┈┈┈┈▫ I literally can only ship them as a horrifyingly wonderful case study on what a dysfunctional relationship run by trauma looks like, and that's why I love it so fucking much. DRAMA, ROMANCE, BLOODSHED!
✥ Augustus + Lucy 😈🎀
✥ Daisy + Paulo 🌼🛹
A CERTAIN SCIENTIFIC RAILGUN
✥ MikoKuro ══ Misaka + Kuroko ⚡⚖️
✥ Satefure ══ Saten + Frenda 🤭🧸
✥ Sogikami ══ Touma + Gunha 🖐️💪
OMORI
✥ Sunflower ══ Sunny + Basil ☀️🌻
✥ Kelbrey ══ Kel + Aubrey 🏀⚾
✥ HeroKel ══ Hero + Kel 🍳🏀
┈┈┈┈▫ I love me a good super dark DR abuse AU with these two, but the fluff is also enjoyable. x3c
MADE IN ABYSS
✥ Reg + Faputa 🤖🔥
HUNTER X HUNTER
✥ Killugon ══ Killua + Gon ⚡🎣
✥ MeruKomu ══ Meruem + Komugi 👑♟️
NIGHT IN THE WOODS
✥ MaeBea ══ Mae + Bea 😼🐊
DANGANRONPA
✥ Byakuya + Toko 💰✒️
✥ Aoi + Sakura 🩱🌸
✥ Gundham + Sonia 🐹👸
MY HERO ACADEMIA
✥ Erasermight ══ All Might + Eraser Head 🐰🐈
✥ Erasermic ══ Eraser Head + Present Mic 🐈🎧
✥ Allmic ══ All Might + Present Mic 🐰🎧
✥ Allerasermic ══ Poly All Might, Eraser Head, and Present Mic 🐰🐈🎧
✥ Endmic ══ Endeavor + Present Mic 🔥🎧
✥ Nezumight ══ All Might + Nezu 🐰🐹
✥ AiNezu ══ Aizawa + Nezu 🐈🐹
CENTAURWORLD
✥ Wammawink + Horse 🦙🐎
✥ Rider + Horse 🗡️🐎
┈┈┈┈▫ Now hold up! It's not beastiality; Horse is fully sentient, as are the centaurs, who have had canonical relationships with humans (i.e. Season 2 Spoiler), therefore Horse gaining the same amount of sentience puts her on equal footing with Rider. 🕶️
HOLLOW KNIGHT
✥ Ghost + Quirrel 👻🔒
STEVEN UNIVERSE
✥ Amedot ══ Amethyst + Peridot 🪅👽
✥ Lapidot ══ Lapis + Peridot 🌊👽
✥ Stevonnie ══ Steven + Connie 🪕📚
✥ Rupphire ══ Ruby + Sapphire 🔥❄️
✥ Pearl + Garnet 🩰💜
SAM & MAX
✥ Sam + Max 🐶🐰
ANIMAL CROSSING
✥ ReddNook ══ Jolly Redd + Tom Nook 💰💵
Fandom Discourse™ meta I have written
Here you can find a list of all the essays I've published about anti/proship discourse. Some is documentation of unfortunate events and some is just analysis or rants. I no longer feel the need for a massive "DNI" on my Carrd, but I do have a tendency to be very proud of my writing, and I often find myself searching for these links again. So... here they are!
✥ The Amphibia Attacks: Documentation of a set of targeted harassment and doxxing attacks against five artists, one of whom was put at risk of death. Content warnings in the post.
✥ The insidious nature of fantis: An analysis of a Tweet that displays the tendency of fantis to move the goal post in order to maintain public vitriol against their targets.
✥ "Profiction" as a scarlet letter: A big ranty declaration that I will no longer pretend that respecting people's sexualities and kinks is some kind of wacky freak behavior that I need a separate label for.
✥ The word "proship" is about as descriptive as "mutt" nowadays: A long-winded list of the different ways "proship" and related terms has been misused, and why I no longer feel comfortable calling myself that.
✥ "Sanitized queers": A small rant I wrote about the way people spoke about a Jilco shipper who wanted to join an LGBTQ+ fanzine about Arcane, and how it sounds more like Conservative fear-mongering against queer people than anything else.
✥ Personal red flags proshippers may see in each other: A long explanation of my own thoughts regarding the way a lot of proship-aligned people get so defensive against anti rhetoric that they find themselves too afraid to concede when they feel uncomfortable with the behavior of other proshippers, and confessing one of the biggest things that personally makes me distrust someone because of how they interact with their fiction.
✥ Compound factors to judge one by their kinks: An answer to an ask I received that ended up being kind of long and FINALLY gave me an opportunity to plug my boy Dr. Justin Lehmiller, who says that while kinks can be a factor in determining intent, they are NEVER the only factor.
✥ Ships and kinks don't actually reveal how deeply one can enjoy or appreciate a story: A little cluster of thoughts I had about how fantis tend to assume that someone who enjoys a story for kinky/shallow reasons can't also have deeper reasons for enjoying it at the same time.
✥ Shipping is just a game: Me being confused about why people think shipping necessarily has to imply idealization of the relationship and not just... the thrill of a weird story.
I have written more, but there are some things that I question the value of posting here, and are probably not necessary to add to my growing list of evidence that I despise antiship rhetoric and behavior.
As well as my own writings, I have taken on a bigger project: I have compiled as many scientific / academic papers, essays, documentation, records of history, and other sources into one big Carrd dedicated to debunking fandom puritan ideology and helping people who have been attacked online.It is here.🢃